A painful lesson! Foreign exchange experts tell the true experience of six positions explosion in the growth process

I can't say that I am the God of foreign exchange, but I have made more than 10 years of stock, and have been foreign exchange for seven years. It is also the old oil bar of the foreign exchange market. The old oil bars also have a painful and painful experience of breaking up the warehouse. People who understand me don't need to explain, those who don't understand me don't have to explain.
Remember the coldest day seven years ago, the winter solstice of 2011, I was very proud of my stock, and I heard about the foreign exchange investment method on the Internet. There are not many people who are foreign exchange at this time. With the limited foreign exchange knowledge of Internet search, I tried to open a foreign exchange simulation account and started my first exploration of foreign exchange knowledge. Due to caution and fear of foreign exchange, I have prepared double currency credit card for a long time to inject funds.
During this period, I continued to speculate in Shanghai and Shenzhen stock market with residual funds. However, the new policy of the CSRC to limit the rise and fall has made me feel very angry. In other words, the big deal is that I have decent work and this money will not hurt my strength. Furthermore, I have not been blown out of stock exchange. I always think that the life experience is not comprehensive, So the day of the explosion finally came.
In the extreme anxiety and confusion, I don't want to stare at the plate every day. The cold reality torments my fragile soul. I live like a year, I can not pull myself out, and I am more self-contained. But in the deep of my heart, I still believe that I will have a day of turning over, I will realize my dream, although I am not very clear what opportunity, what career, in the deep suffering I have reached the end of the year.
One night, I woke up again in my nightmare, tossed and turned around, unable to sleep, so I just got up and dressed and came to the front of the computer. Trembling hands, with a dual currency credit card, inject $250 into the foreign exchange account at the minimum. After the a share encounter that will never be destroyed, I have another memorable experience.
This night, I made more than twenty dollars as a band player, but soon I burst the next day. This thrill and thrill experience left me with a deep memory.
After two months of hard work, I paid back some of the loan in the credit card with salary and borrowed 500 yuan from my friends. After getting the new credit line, I injected 250 dollars and started the second foreign exchange transaction.
The fact is, only a day or two, it's out again.
Another month after waiting, he paid back the loan. This time, the capital injection was a little more, it was 300 dollars, and soon made more than 100 dollars, and the margin became more than 400. But because of doing more, and reluctant to cut the position, it was opened in less than three days.
The fourth injection used the largest amount, 273 dollars, Ma egg, and soon burst.
So pay back the loan in the credit card, credit line injection of foreign exchange margin, four consecutive months of anxious waiting, four consecutive bursts.
In our backward economy and conservative people's minds, my salary is very low, which is far from meeting the needs of life. This is also the fundamental reason why I have entered the securities market and foreign exchange market without hesitation. However, the great loss of the failure of graduation has made me bear heavy economic burden.
The interest, real estate loan, property cost and water charge and electricity charge of overdraft in foreign currency are unable to be paid, which has caused great pressure. These months are really "the days of intestines are nine times a day, and the residence is suddenly lost, but they don't know what they are going to. Every time I read shame, I sweat and never feel my hair and back.
Life has to live, and foreign exchange is still to be fried. Relatives and friends refuse to help, and will not help. Human nature is selfish, and they are conservative, how can they be demanding? But what do I do? What should we do in this situation of the great grain shortage?
In the anxiety I came up with a way to apply for credit cards and recycle them. Although I know it is very dangerous, it is no different from drinking poison to quench thirst, but I have no other way! After submitting the application to two banks, after waiting for more than a month, one finally passed, but the other failed because I had a mortgage in the bank. Fortunately, after all, there is a savior!
After opening the credit card quickly, I was unable to use it for shopping on foreign websites after listening to customer service. I was suddenly sitting in a chair like a vault. If so, it can't be used to inject money into the foreign exchange account, then what do I want it to do!
I think it may not be like this after sitting down for a long time. I called customer service again. This time, I was not so sure. Let me try. Try it. I tried it. I passed it.
This new card is large, I used $500. The previous times because of too little margin, will the whole army fall, this time twice the margin, should not repeat the same.
Because the margin turned over, and the previous lessons, the transaction lasted a little longer, but due to the lack of strict control of positions and timely stop loss, more than a month later, the position was opened again. My poor fifth foreign exchange margin deal!
The timidity and panic in the words and deeds of those who talk and claim to be good-minded all day round make me think of Mr. Warwick, and then feel funny and disgusting. This is the way the world is! I am more firm in my belief that only foreign exchange margin can help me get rid of poverty, away from those who despise, and realize my life dream.
It's a long months of suffering! Fortunately, the Bank of China said that we are in the disaster area, and can repay it in three months, so I have a little bit of respite time. Finally, one night after I learned that the salary arrived, I began a new deal with uneasiness. This time, the capital injection was $312, and on this day, it was 911. Of course, this time, it was very careful and careful. Repeat the usd/jpa between 105-107.
In the first week, I made more than 200 profits, and the second week was more than 200, and the third week was over 100. I wanted to make more efforts to pay back the credit card debts. However, the continuous profits have let me relax my vigilance, and I have not enough understanding of the serious consequences of the financial crisis affecting the exchange market. "In the early morning of the first working day after the 11th, I made more US and Japan covered near 105.20, and I used more than 900 margin, 2 hands to increase the warehouse, and the sixth time of the opening on the night of October 6, 2011!
This loss has never been so great that I can't get rid of the mess. Lonely, helpless, hate, regret, depressed sad mood filled my mind, God does not help me, why so ruthless?
Is this road I chose, wrong choice, it can not go at all? Or was it that I was not fit to take all these roads? I started asking myself. Since entering the foreign exchange market, I have never suspected, but I didn't expect to lose so badly! No, it's not that this road doesn't work, it's me that I didn't get along well.
I think if I don't enter the stock market and foreign exchange market, I will not increase so much debt without any empty space, there will be no heartbreaking pain and no such painful lessons. However, even if I don't enter the high-risk capital speculation field, I will not be comfortable with the current situation, day after day, year after year, and face the career that makes me deeply ashamed, Mediocre this life!
How ashamed ah, 18 years old to work, work for 18 years, but never a month of wages have the rest, never earn enough money to spend the feeling! Never thought this profession would make me rich and proud of it! Although people not only live for money, but, life 70 years of rare, I have been half, still so sleepy, meticulous, and what to give to the Yellow mouth children and white headed mother? Whoo!
After many previous experiences of opening, I feel that I can no longer trade like this. Even if there is any more funds, I will end with the closing of the warehouse. I decided to summarize the experience from the past transactions and find out the reasons for my opening again and again.
In the next three months, I bought a lot of books about foreign exchange transactions, and I bought a lot of materials and tutorials about foreign exchange transactions online. It took me more than three months to read eight books and 1000gb video tutorials.
Through this crazy study, I really found the reason for my opening. I thought I had a comprehensive knowledge of foreign exchange, so I always operated according to my own ideas and ideas. But through this complete study, I realized completely that I was just a beginner, You know a little more than that.
Funny is that I have always regarded myself as a very hard person, thinking I know a lot, and I feel that my trading strategies are impeccable. But through this systematic learning, I have fully understood a saying, "learning is endless and endless". Now I want to smoke a few ears, I always thought I was just a rookie, and compared with the teachers who gave lectures, I was just a bunch of people
Fortunately, through that study, I really knew myself and knew foreign exchange. Since then, I started trading in light warehouse, and slowly applied the knowledge in books and tutorials to practical operation, and summarized it while testing. So I have been holding on for half a year, so that I really start from the open to can be flat until now can stable profits.
This should be life. If not so many previous explosions, I will not make up my mind to study systematically once, let me know so many problems.
Although I have bought cars and houses in Shanghai, it is also a small success in the foreign exchange market. But every time I think of my previous career in foreign exchange speculation, my nose will always be sour for a while
Now I don't know whether I want to thank myself or to thank those books and those tutorials. Anyway, if I didn't make up my mind to study systematically, I would not have been today