The struggle and transformation of a foreign exchange operator

I wrote this memoir. We haven't made any profit yet. Foreign exchange market experts like clouds, crouching tiger, hidden dragon, also hope you, predecessors, fellow people's advice.
I have been exposed to financial derivatives for nearly four years. At present, there is no decent profit from the market. The longest time to stay profitable was three months. With $450, it increased tenfold in three months. When the profit is the highest, it's the first time to make money. The first account in my life is opened in Tiehui. 60% of the money is given away. The money in the account is 1500 US dollars, and the account capital reaches about 2500 US dollars. A week's time account amounts to more than $10000. Then it burst, and it collapsed.
I estimate the total loss is 8000 dollars. I'm young. I don't have much money. In July 2013, when I was still in college, I was going to find a summer job. I have no idea of employment, so I can't find a job. One day I contacted my cousin, who said he was in a financial company in Shanghai. At that time, I only knew finance in terms. Then a person went to Shanghai, to the spot silver company interview to do salesman. It's also the first time in my life. I think it's easy for the market to go up and down. At that time, I planned that if I could learn the trading technology, it would be a financial alchemy with huge profits. In the company to do business, mainly to develop customers. During the lunch break of other salesmen, I was looking for videos about stocks and futures on the Internet. This is the initial stage of learning.
I'm quite independent. This can be reflected as a child. When the teacher gives a lecture, others listen to it carefully. I'll figure it out by myself. This habit has continued to this day, which is also nature. This habit brings me great pain and frustration. In primary school, under the strict supervision of teachers, I was admitted to the county's best junior high school. In junior high school classes, students can be said to be the best student resources in the county, learning competition is very big. And the teacher is also very Philistine, snobbish. With the changes in the learning environment of junior high school, I'm still the same. I don't like to listen to classes. Slowly, my grades are ranked at the bottom of the middle school. There are about 150 students in the class, and I'm ranked at about 80. At that time, I was confused, frustrated and depressed. At the same time, I am very strong, can not accept the reality, think about in primary school, I am among the best. Poor grades are despised and looked down upon by students. I'm upset. I've been drinking. Three years of junior high school is the darkest period in my life. There is a dilemma in the middle school entrance examination. The score line has not reached the score line of ordinary high school in the county. I chose to reread. At that time, I wanted to prove my value and build up my confidence again. The next year, I was admitted to the best provincial key high school in the county.
In a high school full of experts, I also got a grade scholarship. At that time, I still had an advantage in my grades. Arts and Sciences, I chose to study arts, not because I am not good at mathematics and chemistry, but I like politics, history and geography, like economy, military. I don't want to go against my will for the sake of so-called future employment and work. Now it seems that the choice was right. Under the high intensity of high school learning pressure. I still stick to my own opinion, fight alone, and like to think about it by myself. I don't like lectures. At that time in the class scores more than ten. The head teacher also saw that I was a good seedling, but at the same time, he also saw my problems. He talked to me alone several times and said that there was something wrong with my learning method. If I didn't follow the teacher, I would get twice the result with twice the effort. At that time, I was naive and conceited to say that I had my way. All roads lead to Rome, and all roads lead to the same goal. That's my personality.
Slowly, in the third year of senior high school, my ranking has gradually declined. In the past, many scores were not as good as mine, and my ranking was higher than mine. I'm very tangled. I'm not convinced. It's like hammering cotton with a heavy fist. In our poor county, the information environment is very closed, and we attach great importance to the college entrance examination. It is said that one test will determine one's life. These ideas are strongly instilled by teachers, schools and families. College entrance examination, but also broken. Unconvinced, I chose to reread again, but I failed the next year. At that time, I felt that my life was really going to collapse, and my self-confidence was greatly hit. My family was also very disappointed with me.
Looking at a lot of students who used to be inferior to me have been admitted to the key, one, two, I really even two lines are still three points short, I feel this is really a strong shame.
After the college entrance examination, I plan to give up my studies and go to the society for more than ten years. I'm fed up with it. It's just that being at the bottom of the society, going to school doesn't necessarily have a way out. There's no way out if you don't go to school. I can't resist.. Although my father was very disappointed with me, he still insisted that I go to college, which is the so-called higher vocational education.
In the so-called university life, there are two or three classes a day. A week is not as big as a day's homework in high school. Idle for a long time, people are bored, bored for a long time, people are confused. I try to enrich myself instead of playing games like other students. University courses, teachers teach English, international trade teacher in the list of some bluffing classic trade terms. We teach to play in PE class. I am thinking, such a life, if three years later, what hope of my life?. When my parents are at leisure, I'm at leisure here every day. It's a pain in the heart. I became a loner. In the twinkling of an eye, the summer vacation of freshman came.
After I got in touch with my cousin, I went to Shanghai alone and got in touch with finance. I feel like I have a way out of my life. After more than a week in the company, I made the most important decision in my life, dropping out of school. This decision and my classmates, family, teachers said later they are against. Only I know myself. No one can change the decision I made myself. In the twinkling of an eye, the University began again. I went to the teaching director alone to write the application for dropping out of school. The teacher also tried every means to obstruct me and thought that I was bewitched by pyramid schemes. Said to let my parents come to school by themselves. It's more than a thousand li. How could it be. The director talked to my dad on the phone, but my dad still insisted on not allowing me to drop out. Finally, under my insistence, my father, who was very disappointed with me, gave in. He told the teacher to do whatever he wanted. You let me go. When I was writing the drop out application, I ran all over the school in the morning and was kicked around like a ball. He left in a rage. Drop out application, student status file are not. In this way, my student career is over, I have nothing, no high school diploma. There's no other major. So I set foot on the vast road of the river.
In the first financial company, I taught myself trading technology. You know, at the beginning, I didn't even understand the basic concepts of point difference and leverage. In this way, I search for such terms on Baidu, slowly pondering on my own. Search online for video learning. In this way, I found a lot of important learning materials. At that time, I didn't know that the quality might be uneven. At the weekend, I went to a library in Shanghai to read trading books. At that time can be said to be very happy, full of vision for the future. Learning an important K-line signal can excite us for a long time. Among the many indicators, the effect of MACD is the best. I will use Chairman Mao's tactics to concentrate the superior forces to fight the war of annihilation, and focus on studying the MACD index.
Being a salesman in a financial company is based on performance. I'm not very sociable. I just stepped into the society, and I don't know enough about society. My manager talked to me and said, "you haven't made any achievements for more than a month. Is your base salary of more than 2000 yuan enough to spend in Shanghai?"?. How hard we have to work. At that time, I thought he was ordering me to leave, so I left automatically. A few days later, the company entrusted my cousin to tell me to go to work, and I felt shameless to go again. So the first job was over. I'm still learning trading techniques myself. Although there is not much money, it can survive.
Although I'm learning trading skills, I'm still working. So I found another job as a real estate agent. Nine in the morning and nine in the evening. I can make 500 calls a day, but I still insist on learning to trade. Sometimes I can go to bed at 2 a.m. Once, he was late for work and criticized by the manager. In this way, another three months passed, during which I also applied for a credit card, which played an important role in my later life.
In the twinkling of an eye, it's almost new year. It's more and more boring to go home for the new year when I grow up. I'm not going to go back for the new year. Find a part-time job in the hotel, and come back at night to continue to study the transaction. At this time, the outline of the transaction has been initially formed. Although I only read the information on the Internet and books, I didn't simulate it, and I didn't really deal with it, but at that time my confidence was very high, although it seems to be blind now.
Maybe I'm not the material for business. I quit my job in real estate. With the expansion of knowledge, I learned about foreign exchange, and compared foreign exchange with stocks and futures. I found that foreign exchange has some incomparable advantages, so I firmly chose foreign exchange. At that time, we also knew that we had the profession of foreign exchange trader. I want to go to work in such a company. Once I went to a trading company near Shanghai People's Square. The front desk said that if the assessment is passed, the base salary will be more than ten thousand. I was shocked and excited. The interview teacher asked me, does your family agree with you to do this thing?. I said at that time that I agreed. When I was young and ignorant, now I really understand the true meaning of the teacher's words. The road is too hard.

At that time, I didn't go to work and had no source of income. Although the cost of living was not big, I just couldn't get in and out. I have to use my credit card. So I started to study credit cards again. I realized at that time that it was impossible to start a business without external financial support. Slowly, I know the bill date, repayment date, the longest interest free period and how to avoid high interest. By chance, I met a netizen in Henan who paid online, including online cash out with credit card. At that time, I had great doubts about this thing. I couldn't guarantee the safety of funds. I had to provide personal identity information and bank card information. In order to dispel my worries, he said that wealth is in danger. If you don't take risks, how can you seize the opportunity. For the first time, the funds arrive in the account safely, only some handling charges have to be paid. This is also reasonable. In this way, I know how to withdraw the amount of credit card and cash out. I heard it was a little illegal. However, the interests of all parties are equal, and the people do not report to the government. I don't really care.
To April, because I frequent cash, my initial amount of China Merchants Bank increased from 3000 to 12000. At that time, I thought that the time was ripe. I learned all the trading knowledge I should learn and all the problems I should consider. It's easy to make money in the market. In this way, I opened my first foreign exchange account in my life, with a deposit of $1500 and a bonus of 60%, the account amount was $2500. It is also because the newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, it is also because of passion, it is also because there is no burden in the heart and the energy is relatively concentrated. It was also because the market in 2014 was particularly good, so I hit it hard. In a week, the account broke through $10000. It's more than 10000 yuan a day. At that time, I was already in the period of infinite excitement, thinking that I could make 50000 a day. It's hard to fill the gap. I trade day and night. When I wake up, I trade. With the arrival of the peak period of accounts, it is followed by a sharp shrinkage, and the accounts have returned to more than $2000. At that time, one of my netizens advised me to make money as soon as possible, but I didn't listen. I'm sorry to think about it now, but it was inevitable under the circumstances at that time. Before long, the account burst. I begged my father and gave me another 5000 yuan. Not long after, not again. I'm totally confused. There's a lot of money left on the credit card. I didn't realize the seriousness of the problem at that time.
I can't help it. I have to find a job and get some salary to fill the hole. In this way, I found another job in Putuo District of Shanghai. I took the subway from Tang town in Pudong to Putuo District, but I couldn't afford to take the subway. From time to time, I evaded tickets. The company in Putuo District does training in beauty shops. Ah. You can't fight with me. You can't have a job. During the interview, the boss of the company appreciated my generous speech. Let's start with training. At that time, when I went to the supermarket to buy things, I couldn't even brush my credit card. Once I checked, the limit became negative. It means you can't get the money out if you pay it back. There was no money in my pocket. Fortunately, there was a fellow of the same age in the company. During the meal, I borrowed 50 yuan from him. I was lucky to get it, too. Help money. Eating is a problem. I immediately thought of a way, I took the initiative to the company's business director for a business card. After work in the afternoon, I took my business card to a printing company, paid 30 yuan, printed my business card, and then applied for the credit card of Bank of communications. At that time, several credit cards were applied for. I don't have the heart to go to work, I have no money to eat, and the rent is due soon. It's about to collapse. Fortunately, there is no way out. The credit card of Bank of communications has been approved, but it has not been checked by phone. But it's going to take a week. Thanks to Bank of communications forever. That week, I ran out of ammunition and food, slept in the subway station, and even ate cucumbers in other people's vegetable fields. It's really down to earth. I couldn't help borrowing 50 yuan from my former real estate manager that night. I couldn't help it. Every day that week, I took the subway to escape tickets and went to the post office to see if the credit card arrived. Credit cards are awesome, and they are relatively fast. Open the card and see, the limit is 24000 yuan. It's a great gift. Also solved my urgent need. So I survived for the first time.
Don't say much. Now the problem of funds is somewhat solved. The problem of survival is solved. Think about last time I made so much money, why did I lose all of a sudden?. I haven't tasted it yet. I'm not convinced of losing. Once again rent a good house, into the gold operation. This time it's not as fierce as it used to be. Psychological concerns have increased. I hesitated to place an order. It doesn't make much money. Sometimes it's a loss to bear, but if it can't bear it, it's even out. A lot of prices that can be seen at a glance are also timid. It has become a bird of shock. This continued for more than two months, and the funds were gradually shrinking. Slowly, the money was used up again. This time I thought that I had to find a teacher or a senior to take it with me. It's too expensive to grope alone. So I look for companies on the Internet. I went to a private company in Baoshan District for an interview. When I arrived, I found out that it was a company, and only a few people worked together to do credit card business. The interviewer, the boss, does business part-time. After listening to my sequel, I feel very inspirational. He asked to live with him, the company is the kind of office accommodation dual-purpose. Say 1500 a month. I agreed at that time. He didn't trust me and asked me to press my credit card on him. He also asked me how much credit I had in it. At that time, the amount of more than 30000 yuan had been used up. He gave me an idea. Ask for money from home. Said that parents will not save a child in dire need. I went back to Hangzhou the next day to ask my parents for money. I didn't give it at home. I took the bus back to Shanghai without dinner. I threw my cell phone in the water on the way. The next day, I had no choice but to go back and ask for money. I knelt down and cried for my mother. I'm not neglecting my work, I'm just starting a business and I've experienced a lot of setbacks. My mother is also a reasonable person, she earned more than 30000 yuan from the bank. I'm motivated to make a good deal. The price is too high.
Get the money, pay back the credit card. I dare not enter so blindly. Rest and reflect. Continue to study. Go to the Internet to see articles about trading psychology. Reflect on their own shortcomings and misunderstandings. So I took two months off. The realm has been improved again. So every day study, also do not go to work, also have no income source, time is long, also not a matter. We still have to make a deal, but the account is much smaller. It's under $1000. Let's fight for war. Make a living. After another month, I finished the order. I have spare time every day. If I have spare time, it will affect the order holding. Think about it and find a job balance. In Yangpu District to find a client promotion work. It's about food and housing. I passed the interview. It's hard to think about the rent of 1500. I don't want to. There is also the single teacher mentioned above. I feel that his level is not as good as mine. After several years, his level is not so good. Junior high school education. Maybe there is a lack of thinking knowledge. He left. I went to work in Yangpu District and settled down. I started to work the next day and said I would go out to promote clients. I'm not sociable and I'm in a mess, which affects my self-confidence. So this job can't be done. In the morning of the third day, he was cleared out of the dormitory by the company. Ah. I'm on the street again. It's better this time. There's a little bit of money left. I'm wandering. Looking for a house to run around, suddenly saw a youth apartment class house, so there is a place to stay.
Settle down, still have to go to work. Then I went to interview a company of spot crude oil. This kind of fraud company is very rampant. A lot of people. I went in to interview the salesman. To tell you the truth, when it comes to trading knowledge, they can't compete with us in business. But if you want to cheat customers and make a fake simulation to fool customers, I really don't have that ruthlessness. According to the report, many people have been separated by silver and crude oil, and their families have been ruined and there is no way to complain. I can't make money for such a bad thing. After more than a month, my manager asked me to leave on the ground that I couldn't speak clearly and logically and couldn't do my job. ok After leaving the company, it's almost new year's day. It's the new year of 2015. Work and trade. I have understood the view of a market trading master and can't be too close to the market. People who frequent exchanges don't make money. If you have money, go home for the new year. That's it. You didn't make money when you went home?
After the Spring Festival, I came back to Shanghai. At that time, I felt that if I want to make money in foreign exchange, the most important thing is to take two big steps. First, we should have a correct understanding of the market, that is, we should have a correct understanding of the market. These two points are a test for many people. When I realize the problem, I will find a way to solve it. Because most of the foreign exchange market breaks out in the afternoon and evening of Chinese time zone. If you are on the day shift, it is not easy to place an order that will affect your work. Many people should have this kind of understanding. This is the problem of trading mentality. Sometimes the trend of a day's market in Europe is the same as that in the United States. This is the so-called big market of the day. Knowing this, I decided to work on the night shift, go to bed in the morning, go to bed after the order in the afternoon, and go to work in the evening. It can be said that this model is very effective and awesome. The list I put down can catch more than 100 points a day. We should know that the general foreign exchange market is more than 100 points. I've almost eaten up a wave of the market. Trading technology is also improving. The trading model is also being established. I've realized that. Making money in foreign exchange requires not only excellent technology, but also soft power and software construction.
The effect of this model is that I use $450, which is ten times more than that in three months, and I still pay when I earn $1000. It's not to use the advantage of large amount of funds to make profits, it's just to use small funds. Objectively speaking, some months and time periods are easier to do. Sometimes it's hard to do. At that time, I still had the bad habit of carrying bills. Three months later, I was a little tired. At that time, I lost about $1000 a week. In fact, that is also the outbreak point of the big market. At that time, short francs, pounds and Australia, as long as you take another day, you can wait for more than 800 points of profit. Since then, the pound has fallen for several consecutive months. I was in pain again. I'm tired. It's a real torture to lose what you gain.
The collapse of this time, the work has no mind to do. I quit my job.
Originally, in 2015, the overall transaction was good. Although the ending is not very good. So after 2016, we are still full of expectations for the transactions in 2016. I can't believe that happiness leads to sorrow. Objectively speaking, the market in 2016 is indeed not easy to do. It is not straightforward to talk about the events of several important periods. I opened an account in Aike foreign exchange, a small platform, and said it was a sliding point difference. Once, I decided to short 0.5 francs and went to work in the evening. The next morning, I looked at the market and fell a lot. I thought that I would make 600 dollars this time. Who knows? When I opened the disk, I not only didn't make money, but also lost more than 300 dollars. At that time, I thought it was someone who moved my list. I'll call the platform salesman. They said that the margin of my account was not enough and I was forced to close out. Dry. This time, I lost more than $1000. I asked them, how can I not have enough deposit?. They say the compulsory closing ratio is 100%. Dry. Tiehui's compulsory position closing ratio is 20%, and aitos's is 30%. You make it 100%. At that time, I was very dissatisfied. Another time when I was short of yen, I put up a stop loss, but I didn't get to the stop loss position, so I was knocked out again. These two things not only led to my loss, but also greatly affected my mood and mentality. I made more than 400 dollars on that platform. It's a rubbish platform.
I reflect again, I feel that my perseverance is still not good. Think about how to exercise perseverance. The body does not have the long skill, does the transaction strength but hard, does not have the company to look up. It's better to find a job outside the financial circle. I found a car following delivery man in Shanghai. The goods are all drinks and mineral water. A truck can pull several tons, move them from the warehouse to the car, and deliver them to the supermarket one by one. Move up and down. It can carry several tons of goods a day. It's about seven days' pay. I have also decided to do this work. Seven days passed smoothly. But on the eighth day, due to all kinds of mistakes, I fell down from the cargo elevator, which was more than 3 meters high. The freight elevator was surrounded by iron plates, and the middle was covered with wooden plates. Half of the body fell sideways and fainted directly. The head is about 10 cm away from the iron plate. I fell dead when I met him. Good luck in misfortune. Although the waist meets the surrounding iron frame, it is the softest part of the waist. It's just a muscle strain. If it is tilted 5 cm, the ribs will be broken. You're not going to die.

After the hospital examination, there was no problem, so I didn't do it.
Because the age is not young. All aspects of family pressure. In 2016, my family and I are really going to collapse. I'm down to the extreme. I can't be idle. I'll find another machinery factory to work on duty and adjust my mood. Slowly, the mood also calmed down. I started looking for trading books on the Internet again. At this stage, my reading is not the same as before. I used to read books about technology, such as Wei qiangbin's foreign exchange trading Bible, which was from introduction to mastery. Lu Xiwu's trend trading method. What's the secret trading code of gold foreign exchange investment worth millions of dollars.
At that time, I saw a book on how to make stock, futures and foreign exchange from loss to profit on the Internet. In it, I learned several books of trading masters. Qingze's dream of ten years and Crowe's futures investment strategy. These two books correct my wrong thinking. To grasp the correct trend, how to develop the trend, how to continue to have a good answer.
I know that trading technology is not the most important, but it is very elementary. The most important thing to do business is to build a system that suits you. With the right thinking, we can avoid many detours. So at the end of 2016, it can be said that a great breakthrough has been made. By 2017, the system will be officially established.
Yeah. Now I can say with pride that 80% of the market can't defeat me. The development of the market, few can not understand. It's under control.
To do business, we should have perseverance, perseverance, determination, and be good at thinking, summarizing, reflecting and understanding. These are not taught by people. A lot of training is deceptive.
Maybe my view is biased.
Yeah. In fact, I took many detours. Some of them built cars behind closed doors. My classmate studied trading and went to a specialized futures trading company with a base salary of more than 2000 plus commission. I don't think that's interesting. It's hard to be a great weapon.
If you want to know the works of Qingze and Crowe. It may be a lot less detours. It's also said in Qingze's dream of ten years. The detour of trading must be taken. We have to go. It's a grinding process.
So some people say that Chairman Mao's greatness cannot be copied. Chairman Mao has experienced nine obstacles in his life, which ordinary people can't experience.
It's like jade. It's hard to make a jade without high temperature.
I have another point. It's just trading. You can't judge a trader by his education. Many people are more educated, thinking more solid. The ideas in the book.
There is a banker in the foreign exchange market. If you can't see through the banker's lure, you will be confused. Once you see through the banker's boys, the best entry point is the highest and lowest point to attract more and empty.
To correctly grasp the market, we should first correctly define the market. Just like in life, there is no evil without justice. No right, no wrong. Therefore, people should distinguish right from wrong, and the premise of distinguishing right from wrong is to have a general rule. Only by establishing correct rules can there be corresponding rules. It can be said that the rule is a balance line. Either left or right. It's either too much or too empty. Consolidation is unified with the balance line. Just like the traffic rules, without the traffic lights, without the double line, traffic, left and right retrograde, traffic will be paralyzed. In fact, trading is also a truth. To keep the road unobstructed, everyone must obey the traffic rules, the traffic police must maintain the traffic order, the traffic lights must operate normally, and no overload or retrograde is allowed. Add guardrails to prevent cars from running off the runway
In fact, I want to draw a conclusion that I have too much independent opinion. I have no advantage in school, examination room and college entrance examination.